As I stumble through this life,
help me to create more laughter than tears,
dispense more cheer than gloom,
spread more cheer than despair.

Never let me become so indifferent,
that I will fail to see the wonders in the eyes of a child,
or the twinkle in the eyes of the aged.

Never let me forget that my total effort is to cheer people,
make them happy, and forget momentarily,
all the unpleasantness in their lives.

And in my final moment,
may I hear You whisper:
“When you made My people smile,
you made Me smile.”  ¶ 8:17 PM (0) comments

  It's not any easier and I don't feel like anyone has access to "me". Does anyone really know me? any person who could have possibly understood me has gone or moved away. It is not there fault or necessarily mine. It is life. Everyone chases happiness in life. Love. wealth. religion. drugs. sex. it all seeks to feel the same gap of loneliness. I miss my friends. I hope you are all doing well and i wish you well. I miss you.  ¶ 8:11 PM (0) comments