Finally able to write again... I have had roughly 10 days of vacation in the last two work weeks so I have been out of pocket. Plenty of things have been swirling around in this enormous gourd of a head of mine though. For now I am just pondering what it will be like when I am free of the stresses that constantly prod me. When I think of stress free days I always picture myself as an old man.... Does that mean I am going to be plagued by stress and duress for the next forty years? I certainly hope not (and by old I am thinking along the lines of 65+). Maybe if I ever become financially independent things will be not so worrysome or I will not be so worrysome. Most of my stress I am sure is self imposed. This whole responsibility thing can be a bear. Depending upon how "responsible" you choose to be you may end up much like Atlas or at least feel like him. Walking around daily with the weight of the world strapped to your shoulders... Maybe Atlas had it better.... there is knowhere that I know of that says Atlas is required to smile and act like he is enjoying what the world is serving him. There are certainly times when I feel like I am being served poo sandwiches. And they are not tasty.....
Okay enough for today. Time for a workout. Maybe that will improve the look of things.