It's been a while again..... several months actually. Managed to survive the majority of another summer. This time of year drains me. Things have been good, things have been bad..... Thinking, feeling.... like I am stuck in low gear and some how I just can't seem to shift up.... Man... I sound pretty pathetic. Always sunshine and rainbows when I post. It feels good though, a bit of an outlet and from what I can remember that is the whole reason I started. Maybe I will smile and mean it for once.