Yesterday felt good so we'll go for two in a row. Aging is a strange process... As a child and young adult life has a strange rosy glow about it. You are constantly discovering, hoping, planning.... there is always something around the corner... something to look forward to.... you have goals..... It seems as you grow older many of those moments fade away. Goals are accomplished, you begin to look forward to just limping through the rest of the week to make it to the weekend. The weekend is spent catching up on the things you could not finish during the week. A vicious cycle. I think maybe the key to happiness as an "adult" may be to just accept that this is life. This is the way things are.... Begin enjoying the small things. Quit hurrying, worrying, and just relax. Easier said than done unfortunately. My life right now is drained by this repressed anger and frustration that I can't seem to overcome. I have never been a fan of psychology so I have no idea what this means about me. I am sure there is a term or a diagnosis to describe me. Psychotic maybe? Who knows.... Someday I will find my cure. Until then I will continue to carry my load.  ¶ 9:43 AM