Today has been a strange day. Since I have arrived at work I have been uncomfortable. I can't seem to get settled. No focus. Nervousness. Strange. I just don't seem to be ready for the day. My thoughts are elsewhere. I need an extended vacation away from my current reality. Step into someone elses life for a few months or years. Not expressing unhappiness with my current life, but I am ready for some change. Maybe not being a punching bag, therapist, and cushion for everyones elses issues.... I suppose that is a part of adulthood though.... Kind of like I am a cliff facing the waves of everyones emotions. Even rock erodes over time....