Ever get that feeling that you are on a sinking ship? The feeling can be applied to many situations in life... your job, your relationship... Okay so those are the only two that come to mind right now, but I am sure there are others. So anyhow I feel that way right now. Just in a bit of a funk I suppose and I suppose I will recover. Don't really a big fan of self pity, just feels good to record the thoughts for future therapy I suppose. So here comes Christmas again... Yea.... To bad you can't hear the sarcasm that is associated with that yea. Christmas can suck my nuts. At least the commercialized americanized mall shopping version that is practiced by most of my family. Someday when I form my isolated utopian society deep in the mountains somewhere we will reform the holiday and put family and community first. So about said utopian community.... I am accepting donations. Any takers?